Subtle Forms Of Self Destruction

666 times I beat his brow – 6 times calling my name
6 times in obscurity and beyond – 6 times I toss and turn
6 times I speak to him – 6th time I realise – I am he
As I sleep I lie awake – haunted by fears
By my past – by my tears
Subtle Forms Of Self Destruction
In my mind a mystery – a place I am forever damned
6 times I sit and stare – 6 times calling my name
6th time a revelation – I am he
As I sleep I lie awake – haunted by fears
By my past – by my tears
As I feel. I’m dead inside trapped in my own mind
As madness pulls me down darkness swallows the light
Damnation calls my name – I stare emotionless
Looking out only for myself – in this cold reality!