Everything All At Once

Floating through the halls an inch above ground
Nobody’s home and I settle to the sound
Everything all at once from all times
In a single point for me to cast my eye
I look backward and forward to all my decisions
I’ve watched myself on my way to desistence

I’ll eat a bag of seeds right before I die
In hopes that a tree grows from my spine
It will sprout up from inside the box where I lay
& I’ll start a new life behind cemetery gates

Well it wraps around my head, amends
I’ve made this bed of mine
I’ve seen the best and the worst
Cause I’ve figured out
That everything’s my fault and
No matter how hard I try I’m not satisfied
Everything all at once from all times

Pick me up from the floor of my room
I’ve been mentally fetal since I left the womb
Who’d have thought that the fear would set in so soon?

It’s consuming me
Suddenly
I think about it more and more
I am closer to
Death could be dragging his knuckles on my door
Any day
I feel it coming on
How can I get myself out of this
Mess I’m in?
I need to find a way out
Before I lose it completely
Or has it happened already?
I can’t even tell anymore
Death, It’s consuming me
Well it wraps around my head, amends
I’ve made this bed of mine
I’ve seen the best and the worst
Cause I’ve figured out
That everything’s my fault
No matter how hard I try
Everything all at once from all times

Floating through the halls an inch above ground
Nobody’s home so I’ll settle to the sound

Everything all at once from all times
In a single point for me to cast my eye
I look backward and forward to all my decisions
You don’t know what it means
You don’t know what it means
To see what I have seen

The lights are on but no one’s home
& If you looked inside you’d see how empty I am again

Maybe if I explained myself enough
I’d make sense to more than just
The pillow that’s on my bed
Can’t let my brain get to my head
Maybe if I explained myself enough
I’d make sense to more than just
The pillow that’s on my bed
Can’t let my brain get to my head
(Well it wraps around my head, amends
I’ve made this bed of mine
I’ve seen the best and the worst.)

Floating through the halls an inch above ground
Nobody’s home so I’ll settle to the sound