Gorgeous Shade of Red

Illustrating suicide in my head –
Sacrificing virgins in my bed –
Blood is such a gorgeous shade of red –
Living off the lies that I’ve been fed –
Finding inspiration in the words I’ve read –
My Friends will be famous when they’re dead –
Desensitized by the life I’ve led –
Physically drained, emotionally bled –
My friends will be sober when they’re dead –
I cannot shake this shadow –
I cannot love, but I can’t let go – I cannot shake this shadow –
I cannot live, but I can’t let go.