Not A Hero

I try to keep it all in line
Fix the cracks before they shine
Hold the world up, play the part
Even with a shattered heart

I’m not a hero, never was
But I save them just because
While I drown beneath the waves
I’m the one who always stays

There’s a war inside my head
Fighting ghosts I never said
Try to hold
Swallowed pills when nights got cold

I was abandoned in the storm
Numbed the pain to feel warm
Still I carry every soul
Though I’m breaking, lost control