Down in this hole

I try to slip away – you wanna make me stay –
don’t try to hold me back – ‘cause I would break your neck –
don’t try to make a light – don’t even come inside –
you won’t like what you’ll see – untangle you from me –
you wish I had my wings – like puppets have their strings –
I like the dirt i’m in – hide in my filthy skin –
don’t try to follow me – don’t even lean on me –
‘cause after losing ground – you would not hear the sound –
if there’s a chance to heal these wounds in my hands –
to fill this hole in my heart – to kill this hate in my soul –
if there’s a way – you know i’d like you to stay –
you know i’m trying so hard but now i’m down in this hole –
don’t try to set me free – don’t even rescue me –
it fuc*** eats me up – and it will never stop –
I know it’s much too late – I feel so unafraid –
and now it’s time I guess – to concentrate on death…
… dying so hard ‘cause now i’m down in this hole – (kill me) –
if you believe it would be better to leave –
because it tears you apart –
because it’s out of control – if you’d decide –
because you’re sick of this fight –
because it’s fuc*** too hard – then leave me down in this hole