Escape Reality

I have lost – my own self
Drug myself – run away
Can’t face the reason – can’t face the blame
Feeling myself – slipping away
I’m – into reality
No not me – out of reality
Please drug me – fuck my reality
Escape reality
I don’t know – what is wrong
Feel my life – killing me
Losing my head – losing control
So I don’t see – my reality
I’m – into reality
No not me – out of reality
Please drug me – fuck my reality
Escape reality – fuck my reality
In my head screaming loud
Need something – something hard
Lose myself – once again
Find myself – I run away
Not me
Can’t be
Why me
Insanity
Lost in dreams – senseless thought
Drug my mind – So I don’t see
Can’t stay straight – can’t find me
I am lost in my insanity
Not me
Can’t be
Why me
Insanity
Escape reality