Savaged Soul

I can’t tell if I am right or wrong
I don’t know which choices could pull me down
I can’t sort all the thoughts I’m facing now
Watch me now not buried in the ground
Watch me now with only scars as my witness

My mind starts to blur
Waiting for the world to come crashing down
I’d rather believe that it’s not on me

So I try to figure out what the point of this is?
Which bridges I’ve burned and which ones I’ve missed
I’ve been here all along and I will carry on

Do you know how it feels? To be left without hope, defeated?
If your thoughts start to stick and you can’t find a way to escape
You can’t imagine how deep I’m falling, down in the dirt I’ve been crawling
Can’t you see? My soul seems to burst, only scars as my witness

Help me out I feel like I screamed a thousand times
But how could you not be deaf to my voice inside
In this void between walls I am afraid to climb
Drag me out of my head when I’m drowning inside

Only I can change myself
No one’s able to help me out
I’m running away from the edge
The voice in my head is feeding my doubts
Just have faith in yourself they say
Forget about all of your mistakes

I can’t suffer all the things they say anymore
I can’t endure if I don’t take a chance
If I can’t climb these walls I´m gonna tear them down
If my soul is savaged I will still wear it close