Black Screen, White Noise

My life became a daily struggle not to surrender
To insanity
Staying alone has now become dangerous
For everyone around me

I can’t find peace when I close my eyes
Sleep deprivation trigger the maniac inside
I try to sleep but I cannot dream
I think I loose the sense of reality

Compulsive disorder, panic attack
I feel the walls closing, living a hell inside me
Daytime, distress, bad mood, reacts
Anxiety makes me depressed

I wake up suddenly at night
Blood on my hands and a knife on my side
Where is the body? What I have done?
I’m not sure
Delirium
Hallucination

My life became a daily struggle not to surrender
To insanity
Staying alone has now become dangerous
For everyone around me

I can’t find peace when I close my eyes
Sleep deprivation trigger the maniac inside
I try to sleep but I cannot dream
I think I loose the sense of reality

Compulsive disorder, panic attack
I feel the walls closing, living a hell inside me
Daytime, distress, bad mood, reacts
Anxiety makes me depressed

Black screen, white noise
Black screen, white noise
Black screen, white noise
Black screen, white noise