I think I'm going insane

I’m not addicted to drugs
I’m addicted to being hurt
It may seem bezerk but none of
these stress relevers work

Poppin’ pill
after pill

Trying to get my head straight
Trying to over power the pain until
the next day

But it aint happening
I’m an addicted that’s
half asleep

While the other half
of me is trapped in a
series of bad dreams

My current position
was trippin’ on shrooms
and acid caps

Until my eyes collapsed ‘n
suicide was the after math

Falling down erasing
memories you gave to me

I’m still alive and nothing you
can say can make me breath

So please take away the
pain that hurts me

I don’t wanna be
alone and thirsty

So many drugs to
push the pain i have
intrapped in me

Cause i don’t wanna live
my life inside this fantasy

So please take away
the pain that kills me

I dont wanna be the
one that kills me

I can’s take this
pain cause i’m DIEING
I can’t close my eyes
cause i’m CRYING

Cause skills, take over my
brain, side effect’s causes
pain i think i’m going insane
(INSANE)

I can’s take this
pain cause i’m DIEING
I can’t close my eyes
cause i’m CRYING

Cause skills, take over my
brain, side effect’s causes
pain i think i’m going insane
(INSANE)

I guess
I’m insane
indeed

Cause no matter
what the f*** i do
you never seem happy

Adapting,
to stronger drugs,
larger quantities
killing myself constantly
my eyes start to bleed

The feeling of
being alive just
isn’t enough

Syringes i stuff
with heroine
I’m feeling the rush

Inside of my vains and
my brain’s fried from
filling too much
Whit drugs i’m willing to
crush my chances of being in love

Falling down erasing
memories you gave to me

I’m still alive and nothing you
can say can make me breath

So please take away the
pain that hurts me

I don’t wanna be
alone and thirsty

So many drugs to
push the pain i have
intrapped in me

Cause i don’t wanna live
my life inside this fantasy

So please take away
the pain that kills me

I dont wanna be the
one that kills me

I can’s take this
pain cause i’m DIEING
I can’t close my eyes
cause i’m CRYING

Cause skills, take over my
brain, side effect’s causes
pain i think i’m going insane
(INSANE)

I can’s take this
pain cause i’m DIEING
I can’t close my eyes
cause i’m CRYING

Cause skills, take over my
brain, side effect’s causes
pain i think i’m going insane
(INSANE)

Maybe because you
made me that way
turned me
into a monster

I would have
never became
creating thoughts
of dieing

Eventually severed my brain
irritated my vains
intoxicated my system
It went on for days

I had prayed for
some wisdom
I wanted your
fuc*** opinion
So i’m making
you listen

Listen to all the pain
I’ve been feeling resently
Killed myself,
and only now do you
realize that you miss me

Falling down erasing
memories you gave to me

I’m still alive and nothing you
can say can make me breath

So please take away the
pain that hurts me

I don’t wanna be
alone and thirsty

So many drugs to
push the pain i have
intrapped in me

Cause i don’t wanna live
my life inside this fantasy

So please take away
the pain that kills me

I dont wanna be the
one that kills me

I can’s take this
pain cause i’m DIEING
I can’t close my eyes
cause i’m CRYING

Cause skills, take over my
brain, side effect’s causes
pain i think i’m going insane
(INSANE)

I can’s take this
pain cause i’m DIEING
I can’t close my eyes
cause i’m CRYING

Cause skills, take over my
brain, side effect’s causes
pain i think i’m going insane
(INSANE)