Defeat

Wasting feeling breeding inside me
A shadow of something crawling behind me
And I´m pretending there´s nothing in there
But hearing those whispers makes me to believe

Here – I lay in my bed tasting bitter sweet
Smell – In my breathe reminding smell of death
Dreams – In my head slowly fade away
The end -Is nearby me and I want it to be

The king – Inside my head seducing me to betray
You – The only one making myself me
The loss – In my life great it will be
The game – Is taking me and the prize is defeat

Defeat
Inevitable, my destiny
Best friend I´ve ever met

Hands stretching up to reach the sky
Grobing for a lifehold a place to stay
Fingers are slipping and I´m falling down
Into the world I know the world of sadness

Room – In my heart empty as a well
Still – Waiting for the victory to take
In vain – I´ve lost this game before I´ve even born
Defeat – My destiny all I ever get