Alienation

nayamaseru yō na gesenai henji de
aimai ni shite jibun o kizutsukezu ni
watakushi no koto nado wakaranai kuse ni
kotoba nagetsuke sayonara, mō awanai

naze hitori no koto o shirō to shinai no? motto fukaku
aiseru ka aisenai ka wa toki ga tatte wakaru koto yo
naze kirawareyō to tōzakete miru no? itsu mo itsu mo
itsu kara nigeru koto bakari oboeta no?

mune itame nagara aishite kureteru
sonna hito koso sō yo shinjite ī hazu na no ni
kizukanai uchi ni tsukurō to shiteru
kokoro no kabe o dondon atsuku takaku

hitori naita yoru ga kokoro tozashiteru I’ma mo I’ma mo
mō ichi do onaji itami o ataerareru no ga kowaku te
dare ni mo omowarezuomowanai koto o erabu nante
kiraku-sa ga shiawase nanka ja nai no ni

hito wa koi o suru tabi ni
tsuyoku nareru hazu na no ni wakaranai

naze hitori no koto o shirō to shinai no? motto fukaku
aiseru ka aisenai ka wa toki ga tatte wakaru koto yo
naze kirawareyō to tōzakete miru no? itsu mo itsu mo
itsu kara nigeru koto bakari oboeta no?

How can I be free from alienation?